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最近给恺之介绍了另一个ROçš„server…又开始玩回了RO…

说真的RO还真的消耗了我大半部的青春时光,还有一堆的电话钱…当时没streamyx嘛…

事隔多年,在log-in screen时听到熟悉的声音, 踏进Pronteraæ—¶Theme of Prontera那阵音乐…

上次存了那么多的枯树枝,现在都跑到哪儿了?

RO – 大家再来吧!

The emoness must go on…

redpo is a noob…

Nobuo Uematsu…

“For the first time in my life, I understood the meaning of buying original soundtracks to support the artistes that you admire…”

This happened some time in my Junior 3 or Senior 1 years in Foon Yew High School… I was listening to the soundtrack of Final Fantasy VIII “Fithos Lusec Wecos Vinosec” Album. There was this song called “Fisherman’s Horizon”… The chills i had when the double bass struck in, it was unimaginable…

His music had been the cause of my emoness for the past seven years… Every time I sit down in my room in the middle of the night and listen to the music of FF, I just can’t help but feel how much has changed around me… The time when someone first introduced me to the game and the music behind it… When we would go online and find piano scores of the songs and practise it. I know it sounds really gay, but every single time I listen to these pieces of music, I just can’t help but suddenly think of you and know that only you would understand how I felt towards these songs… The times where we practised the songs and played at the school grand piano, and even progressed to taking part in the 钢琴独奏赛 for 1000 no kotoba and To Zanarkand… to-zanarkand.mp3

But as time goes on, things just aren’t how they were used to be. These songs are just part of my life that once were. It’s been god knows how long since I last touched the piano. I’ve changed…

But yet… I still feel the same whenever these musical notes pass through my heart.

Words can never express what I’m feeling now. How do I share these inner feelings when there is nothing to share?

The emoness must go on…

I just want to say Thank you, Friend.

以前我看到朋友哭 我很羡慕
可是我怎么逗我自己 怎么弄我自己
我的眼泪都流不出

总觉得能够哭的朋友都很幸福
能够把满腔的无耐 满腔的痛苦
让泪水带走

最苦是泪水哽在心头 流不出
就像要爱却不懂得怎么去爱
自己哭过后才明白
流过泪的眼睛 将生命看得更清楚

只有真正懂得付出的人
才懂得何为哭 为何哭
再坚强的心偶尔也会脆弱
心会痛 心也会感动
只有曾经真心付出的人
才懂得何为哭 为何哭
泪水要记得为真心保留
眼泪别白白的流

–阿牛《牵牛花》

本身非常喜欢的一首歌。。。

阿牛–哭

Writing a post per day before sleeping was always something I wanted to do since very long ago.

Today, let’s make it a fact.

2:19am

I’m sitting in front of the computer

Reading up tutorials on Dreamweaver

Feeling lonely and needing someone to talk to

Listening to songs that touch my heart

Thinking back to the days that had been so fun and wonderful

2:24am

I notice “好朋友 和你msn很輕鬆 雖然每次讓我等夠久 我要袋袋袋袋”

<<姐姐走的那一个下午>>

I give you a call hoping that you’re still awake

Out of the blue you didn’t off your phone

But are you still awake?

No you don’t return my call…

Realizing that this song is such an appropriate song for my dear sister who’s going off to Germany for two years…

August 31st will be the day you’re flying off.

姐姐走的那一个下午

在你离开的那一个下午

天气一直都没有好过

机场送行的人好多好多

虽然你没说我也知道你心里难过

在向你告别的那一个时候

你紧紧地握住我的手

说好好的照顾自己的生活

虽然我没说你也知道我心里难过…

—–巫启贤

Realized that it’s also been such a long time that I’ve played guitar…Haha the times we had when we were practising Hotel California… Vincent’s house, Kai Zhi’s house, Andy’s house, Yu Feng’s house, my house… All the crap we’ve done… Those were fun days.

A small dedication to my dear Hotel California buddies… why, even Lu Ling took part in the Hotel California performance during 毕业典礼… haha… She took over 以恒’s place…

好朋友…希望你梦到张维荣吧！

宝贝…你就梦到我吧！

and to my dear friends whom I’ve seemed to more or less lost contact with…

Love is all around…>w<

Hope to see you before you go back to Taiwan, 耀光…

巫启贤-<<离家三部曲>>

那时在三小唱了这首歌作为离别歌给三小的小学生门…

Super tired after the trip back to JB and was sleeping from evening till 11pm++… then I realized…

Kai Zhi’s birthday’s coming up in 10 minutes…

Just so that you know who this lucky guy is…

Mr. Birthday Guy

Haha… no lar… this is me… He’s the one behind me… on the right…

By the way, these were the photos of a Piano Concert at Foon Yew High School which we performed at around 3 years ago… man, that is such a long time ago… We were so young… and innocent… =.=” Yeap, we’re the Eaglets haha… performing Hotel California!

Well, back to the topic… I organized a spamming party on msn to spam out his phone… turned out that only 6 of us joined this party… >.<

(more…)

生日到了咯。。。

还好你是跟我同年的。。。想到就开心。。。因为周围的大家不是大我一岁就是更大。。。很显的嘞。。。

很久没联络了咯。。。听说你写袋袋给好多人也。。。我都没有份的。。。=。=

看我五月的假期有没有空去新加坡吧。。。到时才去找你咯。。。

答应过你要写几面的。。。

不过嘞。。。呵呵呵。。。排写鞡。。。我最近也是很忙鞡。。。没看我多久没写布罗格勒。。。

Happy birthday once more… 好朋友。。。

某月某日，某某好朋友跟我说：

‘你的msn每次都放“ Yes, and I’ve updated my blog… blah blah blah”，害我每次去查都看到一样的东西。。。’

所以为了她，我特别写了这个布罗格。。。

让你知道，我已经换了msnçš„Private Message…下次真的有更新才会写出来。。。

喂！好朋友啊？不要有了波利的朋友就忘了波鼓的朋友啊！我是记得上一次你告诉我，我们都是你最好的朋友的哦…(除了你的最特别的朋友)